My feelings are keeping me up tonight…

I need to find myself.

I have a craving for pancakes with syrup :3

We always have our ups and downs… but when you fall you have to help yourself and get up. For some it’s a struggle, for others it’s easier.

I’m lying on my bed, with the gloomy view out my window which I’m quite enjoying. The noise the rain falling on my window sill makes is quite relaxing. I’ve been waiting for it to rain for quite some time now, I was becoming tired of the same heat each day. Time for scarves, sweaters, long socks, boots and cute cashmere dresses and of course snuggling with your loved one :3

I don’t like being put in a situation where it’s all up to me. One simple decision can change so many things. I’m feeling rather nostalgic today and having to make so many decisions in this point of my life. I hope whichever route I do take, that it’ll fall into place and even if it does have some rough edges, that I can eventually be able to smooth them out. It’s so much to think about and so many things I have to consider.